March 2012
Nationals this weekend.
Then spring break.
Finally some time to myself.
I wish I never let myself go like that. Damn. I feel so stupid.
2 days till leaving time. 3 days till performing time. 4 days and this year is over.
Hell, you're not even worth writing about anymore.
No, winning isn’t everything, but it fucking feels great as fuck when you do.
Anonymous asked: whaat team are you in?
USA nationals in 4 days. shiit. shit. shit.
Countdown to DTU:
time to get the fuck out of Oxnard already.
I said I miss you, missin you insane.
I’m so scared to fuck up. I don’t want to be the reason why we lose .
Need to pack. too tired. to move.
Countdown to DTU:
1 more night! Goodluck to those competing this weekend!
Everything I’ve been posting is about DTU. I’m so scared to perform. and we’re leaving tomorrow morning. and I’m not even packed yet. and I’m so tired. and we perform that same day we leave. Bagh. Okay.
Then USA Nationals is next week. and. shit. k.
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Countdown to DTU:
2 more fckin days.
Countdown to DTU:
3 more days.
Countdown to DTU:
4 days.
Not really in any mood to sleep.
I can’t order anything at food places.
i get really spazzy.
they get my order wrong, then I have to go back and complain. but i don’t because, i feel awkward.
they ask for my name.
they get my name wrong.
then the waiting in line.
then i forget something.
then i have to ask for more napkins.
that’s why I have good friends.
I haven’t been to six flags. Nor have I yet to watch World of Color. I don’t like confrontation, and prefer that someone else does it. I enjoy watching zombie and kung foo movies.
I don’t eat pickles. or beans. or onions.
I’ll keep convincing myself that it didn’t matter. It never happened. And I never cared. So it’ll be easier to move on and let go. Because I shouldn’t waste my time on someone else that won’t give me the time of day. Such a waste of feelings. Right?
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Not having any embarrassing pictures of your bestfriends while we humiliate each other on facebook.
I guess I’m going to have to wait a little longer & and work a little harder to get what i want.