I need to start bringing my grades up. I should have had this motivation in the very beginning. I need to get my shit straight. My mom depends on me instead, of shann. I don’t want to disappoint her. I’m going to focus on my studies.
Maybe junior year, look for a job or something? yeah, I know I’m only a Freshmen. but it doesn’t hurt to plan ahead.
wow. thanks dad. Thanks for calling me stupid. You know, thats true. I put all that effort and money and hard work into something I loved doing, and ended up quitting. You don’t anything, but you’re right though. It doesn’t change my mind though.
I apologize for forgetting my priorities and for forgetting the good things I have. I’m sorry that ive recently been acting up and being inconsiderate towards others. Please guide me towards the right direction and keep me away from walking down the wrong pathways. Please forgive me, for…
For what comes to me. I’m going to get a lot of shit. Especially when I see those people everyday.. Whatever. I’m okay with it. What are they going to do? Make them hate me? Okay. I’ll like to see you try.
BUT ITS WHATEVER NOW. I guess..I just hope I made the right choice.
if you don;t want to be a part of this, if you dont want to take this shit seriously. then fuck off brat.
I do want to be a part of this. Okay, and calling me a brat doesn’t make shit better lloyd. SERIOUSLY, i’m on your fucking team, and went through summer and shit. You think I don’t take that seriously?! Don’t you think I have more commitment than that.yeah I know I should’ve told you and shit, but maybe handling this shit in a calmer way then maybe it would go so well. but no, calling me a brat and telling me to fuck off. THEN FINE, YOU GOT IT. OH GREAT CAPTAIN OF MINE.
well i USED to.
I was going to take the punishment. hey, maybe it was my fault to tell you that I was going shopping. But that was the only day I can go. BUT NOW, I can fucking go where I fucking want. I’m done. GOOD LUCK at west co! Smaller team means less problems right? WELL, you have less stress for you. You don’t need my attitude, and some little brat on your team anyways.
Have fun & good luck at nationals. I’ll still chear for you guys.
even though I know, I’ll get dogged out, I’m going to get a lot of bad stares , I’m going to get a lot of bullshit. Sure I’m going to hear a lot shit, but its okay.